11/6
restless — a little studying — feel like doing something but don’t feel like doing anything — plans and plans — have to figure out what I need for plumbing material
so little done
everything a mess
zero art production
should be doing something now
pictures by Mathieu — shows how pretty a composition one can make by squeezing paint tubes
question — why pay a lot for a Mathieu when one can do something similar — why the reluctance one feels in copying another idea —
for a long time most artists painted portraits in oil — someone had to start — suppose no one else had want to do what someone else had already done
ideas for ‘homage’ works — idea for using junk mail for mural
up early for the first time this week — again don’t feel like doing anything —
have to pick up materials and do some electrical work today — a lot has to be done in the attic
confined by a cat on the lap — good time to write — good and bad periods for writing — write in spurts — do everything that way
nervous lately — probably due to test next week
swirls of time
nervous spirals
also drinking a lot of coffee
should do some writing today — skip the bathroom for another week
upset stomach
finances swirl into mind
classifications
passed 1200 slides this week — <we> need a new file box
<i> have to go through vacation slides and log them — almost half of our slides were done this year
so little done
everything a mess
zero art production
i should be doing something now
swirls of time
nervous spirals