11/10

studied some — can’t keep up for too long — have to keep forcing myself

<9/24/92

so much to copy — want to get this done but really getting bored — the problem is i don’t feel like doing anything else — have to keep forcing myself
at least get 1981 out of the way by this weekend>

got up late today — can’t seem to force myself — woke up at 9:00 and was about to get up — the next thing I knew it was about 11 AM — had a nice dream about some green marble slab that had been a part of my parents porch that they had covered over (in dream only) — very beautiful semi-transparent pieces — some with realistic patterns — a tree with buds ie — others just stone grain patterns — more like glass than stone in appearance

almost time for a new notebook
too embarrassed to write imaginary dialogues — dream world — where is reality — need for action — do things just happen — art worlds

another day basically done

11/12

yesterday was basically a waste — don’t feel well today either — must be nervous about the test — be glad when it’s over one way or the other — should be studying now

finished the Warhol book — like the conversational style — the broken up sections — put it along with the Cocteau book in that respect although I like it a lot more — continuity of style is something I probably wouldn’t have