1/14 p2

winter nothingness — <i> wanted to do so much
art works to do
computer works
pen finally losing it? — used this for a long time — see if I can run it out tonight — run on — run out — flow of words
flow of heat — house problems — no where near as bad as last year — financial considerations —
out of debt
out of depths
flow of thoughts — passages for book? — in and out of book
relevance irrelevance
interesting - uninteresting
theoretical questions — personal matters — universal matters — book matters
matter — anti-matter — art anti-art
realities of the mind — unrealities — trivialities
TV images — trash
unrealities — stereo typicals — atypicals — borderlines
images
mental collages
sounds and sights
the walls
house ideas — inactivity
5 1/2 hours till work — one more day —
cycling ideas — cycling words
spirals

spiral jetty — illusions allusions — things to do — work to do — art to do
rings — want to buy a ring — <i’m> unable to dress well — never have been able to — Wright — on getting dressed up — I never have the ambition and I don’t really worry about it
legs — bodies
sexual aspects
ambiguous images
fire — fury
furry — far - fear
fire fears — far cries — allusions etc
far fears
distant fires
legs

jan 1982
out of depths
flow of thoughts
in and out of book
relevance  irrelevance
interesting  uninteresting
theoretical questions
personal matters
universal matters
book matters
matter  anti-matter
art  anti-art
realities of the mind
unrealities
trivialities
TV images
trash
stereo typicals
atypicals
borderlines
images
mental collages
sounds and sights
the walls
1/82-3
3/20/19
my long time fear of fires — i’m still very much afraid of wildfire season