1/14 p2

winter nothingness — <i> wanted to do so much
art works to do
computer works
pen finally losing it? — used this for a long time — see if I can run it out tonight — run on — run out — flow of words
flow of heat — house problems — no where near as bad as last year — financial considerations —
out of debt
out of depths
flow of thoughts — passages for book? — in and out of book
relevance irrelevance
interesting - uninteresting
theoretical questions — personal matters — universal matters — book matters
matter — anti-matter — art anti-art
realities of the mind — unrealities — trivialities
TV images — trash
unrealities — stereo typicals — atypicals — borderlines
images
mental collages
sounds and sights
the walls
house ideas — inactivity
5 1/2 hours till work — one more day —
cycling ideas — cycling words
spirals

spiral jetty — illusions allusions — things to do — work to do — art to do
rings — want to buy a ring — <i’m> unable to dress well — never have been able to — Wright — on getting dressed up — I never have the ambition and I don’t really worry about it
legs — bodies
sexual aspects
ambiguous images
fire — fury
furry — far - fear
fire fears — far cries — allusions etc
far fears
distant fires
legs

1/82-3
out of depths
flow of thoughts
in and out of book
relevance  irrelevance
interesting  uninteresting
theoretical questions
personal matters
universal matters
book matters
matter  anti-matter
art  anti-art
realities of the mind
unrealities
trivialities
TV images
trash
stereo typicals
atypicals
borderlines
images
mental collages
sounds and sights
the walls
3/20/19
my long time fear of fires — i’m still very much afraid of wildfire season