6/8_p3
fragments that spin off lines of thoughts often seemingly unrelated — perhaps related on some unconscious level — perhaps actually unrelated detritus of thought lines <that> were not followed etc
<? above lines>
lines of thought
lines of text
lines become pages
become text
(changing perspective of reading (mistake of reading for writing — the other way around — psychic “disturbance” — something to elaborate
<i>wrote ‘changing perspective of writing’ instead of ‘reading’ — crossed out and then made the same mistake in noting the mistake
the writers I have read and haven’t
Lawrence - Hemingway - Mann - Fitzgerald - Kafka
those I haven’t read and want to
Duras - Lessing
the concept of the spiral — Lawrence etc fade back into the center of the spiral —
fading out (an opposite image from LSD — referred to somewhere elaborated somewhere perhaps —
perhaps reading and writing (thinking) can be viewed as opposing spirals one going inward
and disappearing into tinier and tinier fragments of memory (different type for “fragments of memory” —
which is a continuation of the above and also one of the literary fragments that stand alone — “punctuate” my text)
(lost the sense of the bracket that opened this passage) — writing as a spiral coming from the inside spiraling outward
into
(infinity)
words as punctuation
in line on previous page —“ perhaps reading and writing (thinking)” —
possibility of using the format used in computer text to designate choices on the same level
perhaps reading and {writing / thinking} can be
3/23/19 note the song