9/23 p5
<12/5/89
i copy with a writing urge but don’t feel like writing — a typical feeling lately — do i really want to add more words to this mass
<10/3/16 mess>
lines that lead to other lines other times other subjects — peach color panties — pants of sex — masturbative feelings lead to a line from artforum — i walk down the stairs for the magazine p112 - 12/89
“… there is a very real danger that textual free play can become the textual foreplay of semantic masturbation.”
this leads in two directions — to the article on baldessari which i wanted to write some notes on but probably never will — ideas that will be lost in the (what) — and to reaction to the content of the lines — does this imply a negative — the positives of masturbation which is often viewed as negative — something that you do when you don’t have someone to fuck — image and text as foreplay for physical masturbation — peach colored panties — flesh sex colors — i prefer the darker color — black panties against flesh color — dark triangles — pants of — sound of breathing — <it’s> time for another coffee — movements through time and emotions — finished reading a night at the movies last night and aspects of that text overlay here — copy them into new notes and mark the notebook where it goes — goes/comes — play etc — in and out etc — paper — notebook and electronic
are there names for these shades
shades
shadows
flicker of...... death?
air conditioner sounds
corsair Sanglot —
without voice —
blood lot