12/16

fade of another year — thinking of the stack of writing started and left — as usual — the rhythm of writing — time passing — art — the house

<dec 1987 — the year between this and the notes i just transcribed>

<<dec 1989 — the years pass>>

<<<12/15/91
i was looking for a place to break in — to note the cycle of years — and made the note above — this would have been a better place — some sort of 2 year cycle — 87-89-91
i was working on these notes in 89?>>>

<<<<10/4/16
the cycles get longer and longer — the spiral into the nothingness of thousands of words — nearly 70 years>>>>

<<<<<12/10/22 36 years>>>>>

reading — reading a little of Ginsberg — poetry of sex and politics

womb tomb

words and
words of
words — arrangements

at work — work/word — work/play — wo wo
reading Ginsberg — echoes of time past — where was I then — memories of PL who liked Ginsberg — such a tremendous influence in such a short time — getting near to twenty years past — passed — what time—experience — what is she now — what am I — lost chances — “what if’s” — whiffs of
Madeline — a presence tall and thin in English class — (Madeline (how is it spelled) — a cookie — <madeleine>) — tight black denim and high heeled boots — an arrogant attitude — recollections of my own ineptitude ? — nothingness ?

what was I
what am I