2/1

read Spanking the Maid last week — Paradise this week
the Barthelme disappointing after The Dead Father the Coover great
started The Kiss of the Spider Woman — also finished art magazines for January

2/4

I like painting sculpture etc but art bothers me — I don’t like the idea of creativity — creating etc —

to do something as opposed to creating —
to make something not to create —
to write something not to say something

manifesto
mani to manifest

there is nothing I want to be
there are many things I want to do

I don’t want to be a painter
a sculptor
a writer

feb 1988
doing and being


there is nothing i want to be
there are many things i want to do
2/88-1
8/15/20
a lot of art ideas
recollections of and reflections on our ‘west trip’ (this now gets put in quote marks (what are these called)) —
? should these be reformatted
? repeated in different forms ?

dream deleted