6/24

a circular ‘rainbow’ around the sun — wisps of white clouds
paid a stack of bills
reading Barthes
another beautiful day of summer — sun burns a hole in the cloud sky — a pigeon on a chimney — sound of sparrows — glide of swallows

160          μηρνομαι       meruomai — to spin to unwind to weave
170     2   Japanese
177     1-3
178     5
182     tears are signs, not expressions
188-89 1
an artists discourse    197    1-3
218    Stendhal quote

reading opened to glances around the sun the ring of color fades and reappears with the clouds — clouds that don’t interfere with the sun at all — the sun pierce

the phallic sun

6/26

an important day — finished
also finished Slow Fade
also finished relationship with Kim

reading The Air Conditioned Nightmare — what next

punctures
autobiographical elements that are the text of life but the punctuation of this text
what now who where
when
why
etc

jun 1988
6/88-14
our life together ended several times -
sometimes for more than a day although we always occupied the same house