1/14 p2

a voice — depth — from cried — cries — a voice — from out of depths — cried — “out” — from depths a voice cried — “from out of” — voice — a cries “a” — voice depths from out cries “from out of the depths” — a voice cries out form the depths
voice voice
from out of out of
from
of from
front back
track

vague feelings
semi ill
no sleep — slept in the evening — strange half sick feeling where sounds get amplified — roar of waves feeling

1982-1 1/14/84 reading the sibyl — the sound of the river — things that come to mind — idea of book as accretion of ideas and facts rather than verbal sounds — cf diary 1/13

<i> always think of Florida when I feel like this — air conditioner sound — don’t know what there is about that atmosphere that is recalled — lazy feeling — hazy feeling — the sun — no sun now — little heat — just the sound of the humidifier — really felt it at work yesterday morning — very tired — the hum of the machinery
one more day then one more weekend

only 3 pages this month — since the middle of last month
ups and downs
tense feelings
uncertainties
sexual aspects
flow of tides
images from 'Life on Earth'  program
pulse of life — pulse of time — what next
can’t keep myself busy — can’t push myself
time passages
hazy mind — upset stomach — poor eating — poor sleeping — little exercise
things have to change
nothingness
knees hurting again