6/8_p4

in the writing of that writing came as the main thought and thinking the after thought — the LSD concept was a thought one I could see my thoughts — (where is this idea elaborated in the text?) — Derrida’s anti-binary ideas list of binaries in the preface and the positive negative attitude which I can see but never had thought about p viii — how do I get that in without too much quoting — circling around the matter — things left for later — the layout of these lines — the standard book as thesis — the idea I elaborate as antithesis — perhaps of necessity I shall never be around to see synthesis — I have to avoid thinking that I can do that

the end of the road

teleology and the end of the road philosophies — Marx
dead end
dead

Capitalism and Communism — thesis / antithesis the synthesis is the dead end bureaucracy that rules both —
what will happen when synthesis — this new thesis is opposed
what will oppose — I always think in terms of opposition
what is there for me to oppose — end of the line —
dead ends of unions and management — ideas for political revolution

p13 “The preface would thus occupy the entire location and duration of the book”

although I don’t understand the arguments of Hegel I pick out this line — reflect to what I just wrote (pathways — space/time) readings on/in the margins of philosophy — unusual that thoughts lead to politics today — perhaps because I have to go to work and don’t want to (the term “work”) — the only revolution is destruction — to oppose Communism to Capitalism now is stupid — they have already been synthesized — we need an opposition to bureaucracy — we need to sidestep the economics of the issue (economical problems have been solved by neither system and won’t be —
dead ends
bread lines — meat lines)

wavy line above indicates a change in time — I stopped to get something to eat —
thoughts that stand out and punctuate texts
reading p14-15

“it is from the end of the line”
“the two books open and reciprocally envelop each other in a single volume”