9/23

Sept 23 — 9/23 — something about the numbers seems ‘significant’
reading The Soft Machine
lap dissolves dissolves into — laps
cat lapping milk (napping) lapping cunt juice
the lap sitting with cat on her lap

the novel working itself out in different senses of “working itself out”

out of what

my self — time trapped

place

moving through dream spaces of non travel

what is ‘the novel’
first a set of notes — these notes -- words written intermittently
a heavy sense of sex — horniness without outlet
(getting something — out) - (getting something)

the thing

sex things — a girl in a short black dress high heels silent in the distance a street scene — (where is the noise — the smell)
motion of legs (flesh colored stockings exposed 6 inches above the knee — across any street any time place

coffee and words
silent hum of machinery

something about a computer writing a novel
imagining flesh as a flesh being would experience it