2/22 p2

did spell check on Hypertext and decided that I don’t want to work on that now — work on it in conjunction with a notetext — went into the attic for a few minutes and gave up as usual — what am I going to do to organize my papers — is there any possibility — my material — the cellar is a total mess

the idea that a note text would incorporate all of the projects that I have hanging over me — or have left hanging — whatever — the start of another spring is coming soon — was going to start taking notes at Saranac but didn’t — the exhilaration and exhaustion of snow shoeing — silence of the woods — white nothingness — branches in the snow — the tops of plants — animal tracks — woodpecker at the feeder — I may go up tomorrow

I take out my old notes but don’t know if I want to work on them

I should just give up — but I refuse to give up — I guess
what texts do I want to sort through first

should I try to keep all of the stuff that I write in the notebook
do I really need to date things — what about the other texts — what about the letters etc — get rid of that file — keep the quotes file — use the book notes file for expansions etc — the arttext is a waste and I should just save the printed versions for whatever additions were put into it — get rid of the earlier versions

dead ends of time — another evening — what will I do what shall I do

in and out of this file — this writing — a restless evening

marking time when I should get something done — where should I work — where insert myself
dead time — a cat rubbing my head