5/6_p2
only 8:45 — don’t want to go to bed early — don’t feel like going out or watching the street
fading images — legs etc — various gaits — flat footed walk of muscular legs — like she spends a lot of time in aerobics or on a stair machine
something forgotten — on the void etc — an emptiness that everything empties into — the margins — but I’m not in the margins (as defined by the discourse) — I’m at the center — white male — rather classical in composition etc — at the center but a nothing — somebody or nobody — noman — but it’s not a ruse
a stack of books — don’t feel like reading or writing or drawing
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