8/16

working through the spaces — <i> don’t like some of them — <i> would like there to be more of the voyeur line

possibly I could replace some spaces with others by going back through the notes — but the fractal idea — the idea of a random gathering also appeals to me — of course I could fictionalize it — to say that I picked the stuff at random when I actually picked pieces that I liked

<i> could limit the spaces to 720 — 360 days (there are several days missing — more than 6 — so I could go back and get pieces from the days that are missing — so far there are 8)

finished going through the year — a lot of the spaces I didn’t work on at all — I’ll go back through the spaces by the actual time line now

in the matrix
dream addicts
nightmare addicts

sex scenes eaten away by transient power failures/spikes
virus eaten dreams

suddenly you find yourself in some insane spiral
someone’s bad acid trip
some intentional death trips — designed to cause an insane spiral that can’t be broken — agony and ecstasy in a double helix spiral
until someone finds the data field and deletes the construct
no reconstruction possible — terminate identity