12/20

living a dream — living a life —
immerse myself in fragmented verbal structures
total emersion —

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la primavera on my notebook cover shifts from beautiful to ugly and back —
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icons — i don’t like mona lisa but i love the botticelli — also the leanardo in DC —

arbitrary time scales / frames —
start (again)
the web site tomorrow —
first day of <?> or the year —
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points — (starting)
the end is not contained in the beginning [never]

never[n]ever
not even n’ever

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take a roll of paper and make a ’scroll’ use this for getting ideas instead of a white board —

object states
objective states
the first problem is how to get started in the space that I have — the computer part is not a problem — it’s the opening up outside of the computer space
I should start in the computer space by working on the sound/image idea
I don’t even really need to start with video

get one piece of equipment or whatever (one element) up and running at a time
start with metasynth -- work with image programs and metasynth

sound image sequences — examine the metaphors that Flash uses — timelines
the music score etc

loops and repetitions

just starting throwing things together
keep the quote that I copied yesterday in mind for a while

no beginning no end no sequence