1/8

getting overwhelmed trying to unoverwhelm myself

reading book on web architecture
on the different ways of categorizing
i should make a web of things
things that belong in different categories — art material spans so many

i can’t write my way or talk my way out of my dilemmas—

i need to work them out

but the cost is tremendous

1/10

woke up last night thinking we (esp i) have really fucked up — then thought we’ve never taken risks
then — we did with the plattsburgh gallery — about to the same degree