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decisions & revisions — keeping computer programming books — will need an easy method for locating things in the attic —
make a map of the attic & where things are — will be difficult getting at things later —
try to make some time frame for doing things so i can bury some things deeper —
notebook — video tapes etc — electronics etc music equipment etc — maybe could put something in my room —
<i> need to start working rapidly — <i> should be working now instead of writing — make a list of things i can do in the morning with & without the computer —

ART — WRITE DOWN EACH PROJECT
VIDEO TAPES — i don’t need them all but am not sure what’s on them so i don’t want to bring them for recycle — maybe — take them apart & throw them out — keep screws and small components — wheels maybe — but would that take up more space than the tapes —

OLD IDEA — make video tapes with new stuff — conceptual idea of lost media etc — x this one out —

the colors of light — reticulation patterns or whatever they are — magenta & green — a diary notebook cover

NOTEBOOKS — filling up notebooks with writings etc — quotes etc — take a few out and work on them each day

this was to be a recovery journal — recovery from what — maybe start a discovery journal —
make a blog with a tree structure — personal political etc —

less sleep with wellbutrin — is that a recovery —
<i> haven’t been angry for a long time — but close —

still feel overwhelmed — at a loss etc —
the weight of not being able to do large art is heavy — but not too bad
options —
keep options open — but don’t get overwhelmed —
prioritize — but what gets priority —