10/4

anniversary of dad’s birth nearly 100 years
JAPANESE — a complete data base of written pages — because the signs need to be written —
all the books have some problem —
i like the green book but have to go from page to page —
i can write words there but that’s not the same —

last day and i’m ready to go home — go up to the museum store today — maybe to rothko chapel —

address ideas of ‘spirit’ — what there is in art like rothko’s — do i want anything like that —

sublime —
subliminal — seductive —

watched kern videos — erotic gross pornographic violent disgusting repulsive —

to buy — dream syndicate

art for confined spaces
can the large junk pieces move toward sublime — what is the quality of greatness in art — art that really ‘moves’ me

list things — start keeping lists in an organized manner
all the VIDEO i should watch again

the sound of rain — quiet — all the green around here

the feeling of picking up small objects and looking at them — a sort of back and forth movement in scale —
a large construct could have boxes or trays to be looked at closely —
(little vials at the natural science museum — maybe i’ll stop over there)
vials — in trays — inserted into holes or laid in grooves —

a labyrinth that one would walk through and find different things — my collections — a bench to sit etc —
labyrinth as walking one — K’s thing — vs one that one gets lost in —

seeking ariadne (something for the hypertext — quote)

atexture of quotes
a weave of notes — everything pointing somewhere else with no way out —

no entrance
no exit just start and end
endlessly