10/3 p5

3:30 note in cat book —
i’m still a nervous wreck and there is no reason to be — think about the worst case on the house — present offer — we lose several thousand dollars — we pay high interest on part of that — it’s still below our current costs —
closing etc wipes out our equity — we have to pay back about 18000 — would take about <?> months —

JAPANESE — I HAVE A LOT OF SCRAP PAPER SO I SHOULD JUST MAKE SOME LOOSE LEAF BOOK & USE THE COMPUTER TO INDEX

went to the museum today — just the art museum — too hard to park at natural science & too wet to walk — free day at the museum but i didn’t feel like going in except to use the rest room —
bought a couple of books on sale — there were a couple of expensive books that i wanted but had no great urge to buy
my buying days should be over for a while now — half price books didn’t thrill me much — if i buy anything it will be music —

a very empty day — K should be back around mid night — and i’ll head out early in the morning — a lot of things to pack up —

i could go for a short evening walk — but i’ll just sit here

GLUTS — just put things on the wall —

small scale gluts —

there’s something fascinating about a bed spring — but i don’t want to do art like that —
bed springs in fields etc      detritus

not sure if i’ll have room for all the material from the shed and behind the shed —
still need to move the kayak —

what does one ‘see’ when looking a little photographs of rauschenberg & caro pieces —
scale —
the differences between walking up to a piece and only comprehending a part of it — and picking up a small piece —
handling VS looking at —
the flat bed — horizontal work — VS vertical wall works
wall VS 3D —
DIGITAL VS ANALOG