10/21

art
paper assemblages — not collage
use photo books as well as glue

digitally objects can be integrated with photo work and painting


i want a new computer but can’t justify it until i actually get started doing some work
thinking this morning that i would maybe be able to write more - blogs etc - if i put the computer on a desk and sat down to write instead of sitting on the couch

feeling that i should fall asleep — but i need to get something done — back to slow mode of just doing necessary house work and not putting in full days

7:30 PM
pretty much a non day
<i> never seem to get anything done when K is off
now while she’s watching TV i should be doing something

i could use dreamweaver and work on the web site
i could at least look at the website
i could take the newspapers and write something
i could look at the photos
i could work on japanese


do i just want to do nothing

for some reason i don’t want to do the web site — don’t want to look at it

i could put more papers into the drawers and clean some things up
i could work on the book shelves

all these things i could do

instead of sitting here writing about all the things i could do

is there some way to get myself organized after trying so many times
start with something simple like organizing the computer files
all my videos etc

10/09-57
3/21/22 getting trapped — new computers etc — always something to buy — social addictions