11/4

art
the ongoing struggle with getting rid of things — <i> kept the latex paint — at least for a while

put aside some wood pieces from the house deconstruction
there is still something in my head about large and rough constructions — but i won’t be satisfied with them

today i’ll get a load of junk on the truck and photograph things then throw them into the garbage can


the complex organization of music synthesizers will be good for keeping my mind going

artists seem to do pretty well into old age — but i feel more inclined to work with the computer things

but artwork (physical) stuff does provide physical exercise
but i can get that from yard work etc


factory presets and the problem of infinity

things like the emu are designed for ‘note’ type works —— sound on/off

i’m not sure what i want to do — some combination of rhythm and drone

loops
(Whitney and digital harmony (color harmony — graphic harmony) come to mind


too many things
need — need to — have to — want to — should do
to do
the pathological desire to own more software and hardware — to replace the kyma that i never use etc

that will be a big decision — i like the kyma but there is so much software that it may not be worth getting a new one — also worried about the future of the company — i never get around to looking at the web site and the community things

also never get around to working on my website
never get around to working on social web sites


nov 2009
infinity
it’s not really a problem
it's a solution
11/09-5
note the page arrangement of blocks of text

periiodic purges
things discarded

from saranac
from plattsburgh
from hidden quail
from this house