5/6

HEAT
the feeling of hot air —
a nice breeze — warm winds


these notes — will i ever use them —
how can i possibly do even a fragment of what i want to do —


logically everything works against doing physical art — even paper art — but i don’t want to get rid of things —
i should do the large assemblage —

<drawing>


<i> feel like painting —
<i> want to do this & that & a lot of other things —


WRITING
get into writing & just do that ? but most of my notes are toward art —

can the house be finished this year — it seems it should be easy but every time i set a goal it’s nowhere near right

<house timeline>

AUTOBIO ASSEMBLAGE
WEB SITE WRITING
HOUSE

GET EVERYTHING IN PLACE

PHOTO CARDBOARDS & GET RID OF THEM — MAYBE 1 FOR ASSEMBLAGE

? STYROFOAM PIECES —

PUT THEM ON A WALL
PHOTOGRAPH ?


summer heat — between the tropics & the desert
everything is between other things —


GAPS [W]HOLES SPACES
FISSURES CAVES
ORIFICES

may 2010
how can i possibly do even a fragment of what i want to do
5/10-3
8/5/20
10 years after
now i have 10 more years of notes 10 fewer years and nothing done in the meantime

9/11/21
everytime i cycle through these notebooks there are more notes and less time
inability to let things go
i have to live with it
make what i can of/with it
within it
9/11/21 find photos of styrofoam —write