5/14_p2

i need to work on the computer files but can’t seem to get at that
all these overwhelming tasks
can’t remember how to set up the video camera etc
start things and then forget

the nagging idea that i should just give it all up

no more video
no more web
no more music
no more art

just live each day with no plan for art
sell the equipment that i have to someone who can use it

finished Free Rein
should do the quotes now — i have too many books waiting to be quoted

note M. Fourré

not much on Joyce Mansour
not sure what is available in french

nearly 1 o’clock
no art and not much house work

a dark and rainy day — starting to lighten up a little

things i could be doing
need to get all the music i’ve collected onto disks
can be done while doing remodel and other work
can listen while recording

frustrating work on web site
do i really want to do this