7/25 p4

9:30 am
irritable this morning and don’t feel like doing anything
i usually don’t feel like doing anything

i’m tired although i shouldn’t be
was up late last night but accomplished nothing
too much time comparing software
too much time — if it’s so hard to make a decision maybe i should just not bother

this morning wasted
a few notes of the type that are useless (this one ie)

time after time — i’m over 60
i feel disgusted with myself
i get a headache thinking and then want to fall asleep

days of indecision
decided to buy a new computer then decided not to
(the store was too crowded and i had time for second thoughts)

afraid that i would just have another piece of electronics that i wouldn’t use

i need to finish the remodel
if i want to do electronic work i can work with flash
a lot of what i want to do with video involves flash for geometric parts
so i can just start with that — also work with photoshop
make image series — i can experiment with them in iMovie

the 17” screen is not very big but the 2 together should be adequate for now

i haven’t used flash or illustrator
still haven’t done any web work

so today was pretty much wasted