7/27 p2

i can sit at a coffee house and read
i don’t need a computer
i have a video camera but that doesn’t mean that i have to do video
i think i have to do it but i don’t —

all this writing
i should just burn it all
erase the computer disks
just get rid of it and enjoy life
forget about politics

can i meditate my way through art — decided not to buy a new computer — (annoyed that i can’t find the power pack for the old monitor) —
i get too frustrated by computers — i get frustrated by just about everything —


so i keep thinking why bother with art — then i think but what do i do with the collections —

i’m not sure why i seem to need this meta-layer — call it art — writing about art — whatever —


i probably should get more away from computer stuff — just let it go

i keep coming back to this — computer companies all suck —
apple is awful but the others are worse —


what do i want to do —
back and forth — maybe the answer is what i do and don’t do —

give up everything except the <what — unfinished line>
jul 2010
frustrations
what do i want to do
7/10-41