6/20

can’t get myself moving —
i think — i just need to get into my notebooks and i should be able to write something - to make a web page — it should be easy to do the graphics part
but what is the block other than lack of desire or ambition
what does it take

i think the idea of a web based writing — not book oriented but oriented to the web page is something that i can do and something that would be different

working with some photoshop photopainting files — at least i’m doing something

didn’t take the dogs out — hoping for rain but there is no rain
it just keeps getting dryer
the figs are finally ripening — didn’t think they would this year

french — martereau

6/22

deck — hot — whirling bugs —
gyres
finished 1Q84 — started sound on sound
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a new novel — i have to give up on the idea of a novel — if i write at all —
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a thin crescent moon — what have i written — notes — words —

nothing musical —

i don’t want to get CS6 yet — too many vet bills — too much debt — i haven’t used what i have — but (do) i want to do video —

what is sublime —
what can i do — is writing/image possible —

(for me) music and or video may not be possible —