4/1 p3
what am i going to do with all this shit writing —
copy it all into the computer — then what —
there has to be some good writing in me somewhere — a novel would be easier (if i could write a novel) —
start a scene or character & work from there —
he said she said
he did she did — put in some adverbs —
(the music is not bad here — usually) — (so much music i like but have no idea what it is )
nice nose — most attractive face so far —
i could work with music (or video) — that’s something i could do here (with a new computer) —
(nice legs nice nose) —
(tall very thin girl — sexy) —
take fragments and scatter them —
picture ‘pages’ — (pen leaking ink)
leaks — links
skinny girl lets her hair down — beautiful curly hair —
try to picture web pages —
images & words — spaces —
opening — open spaces
density — areas of overlapped text —
readable pages — pages that can’t be read —
i have thousands of words —
thousands of pages — but only a few are needed —
(a lot of short skirts)
( i should listen to some music i haven’t heard for a while — (maybe get more feldman for my birthday) (the depression of the season — 64 years old — still alive — a few more years —) (what is this music — i should listen to internet radio — pandora — if i can find one thing i can use pandora to find more)
beautiful clothes — big tits — some lace dress over a short dress — black boots —
relaxing here — i can come more often now — summer tea time —
should i stop at the book store for a while — or just go home and work — i like the music —
don’t want to ask what it is — probably will never know — i can listen to pandora with my hearing aids —
how does one find out about music — change of music — a good time to go — don’t even know the genre of the music —
skip the book store —