4/1 p3

what am i going to do with all this shit writing — copy it all into the computer — then what —
there has to be some good writing in me somewhere — a novel would be easier (if i could write a novel) — start a scene or character & work from there —
he said she said
he did she did — put in some adverbs —

(the music is not bad here — usually) — (so much music i like but have no idea what it is )

nice nose — most attractive face so far —

i could work with music (or video) — that’s something i could do here (with a new computer) —

(nice legs nice nose) —
(tall very thin girl — sexy) —


take fragments and scatter them —
picture ‘pages’ — (pen leaking ink)
leaks — links

skinny girl lets her hair down — beautiful curly hair —


try to picture web pages —
images & words — spaces —

opening — open spaces

density — areas of overlapped text —

readable pages — pages that can’t be read —
i have thousands of words —
thousands of pages — but only a few are needed —

(a lot of short skirts)

( i should listen to some music i haven’t heard for a while — (maybe get more feldman for my birthday) (the depression of the season — 64 years old — still alive — a few more years —) (what is this music — i should listen to internet radio — pandora — if i can find one thing i can use pandora to find more)

beautiful clothes — big tits — some lace dress over a short dress — black boots —


relaxing here — i can come more often now — summer tea time —
should i stop at the book store for a while — or just go home and work — i like the music — don’t want to ask what it is — probably will never know — i can listen to pandora with my hearing aids —
how does one find out about music — change of music — a good time to go — don’t even know the genre of the music —
skip the book store —

4/13-3
what am i going to do with all this shit writing
take fragments and scatter them
thousands of pages
but only a few are needed
old - gather references to age into one place