4/6

can i ‘bring’ myself to look at the web site today and try to get at what i want to do

write about this house
write about closet space

i have my worktable covered with photo albums — the family photo project —
hundreds of our own photographs to scan

annoyed by the sheer volume of photos — some frustration — at what —
they don’t need to be scanned — i should scan at least some of them — they are all in envelopes most of them unmarked —
memories are these my memories
saranac niki grand canyon places and pets
(if i scan an hour a day - how long will it take — photos slides family photos)

i keep losing thoughts from walks — i need a better mental note system — trying to think about web but not succeeding — too many useless thoughts —
either think usefully or empty the mind

i’ve been keeping track of time — no web work - no art - no writing —
it’s a question of will - i could do art now —
my eyes get heavy —
i want to close my eyes —
pet olivia —
—

notes on the house —
i’m satisfied with it —

happy with it —
but it’s not art — (or is it) -
architecture -
design -

the wood panels — my idea of just using wood panels as art —

light patterns on the ceiling — backgrounds for web pages —

thousands of photos —
ghosts — memories - hauntings
trivialities -
images -