4/16 p2

to sit forever — watching the phases of the moon — watching the plants grow —
to sit by the sea forever —
to walk the shores — the beaches -
next year i’d like to go to florida — to an island
sanibal captiva boca grande — the keys
where are the best shells —
WEB— pages of shells — galveston fragments

<4/10/18
yesterday at zilker park
looking at the oak tree branches in the sky - the ripples in the water
the way the iphone camera records ripples - houston photo of pink petals in the water - yesterday’s photos
illustrate>

cordials go down too easily — a lot of sugar — sticky sweet —
weighed too much the past 2 days — tried not to eat much today — and i’m hungry — have been eating too much — too much carbohydrate —

feeling of vagueness — emptiness — feeling tired —

<4/10/18
a queezy internal feeling --
a hunger feeling --
emptiness and feeling tired>

4/17

looking at web site files — i feel myself getting irritated

pm
copying notes — getting a head ache — still no web