4/22
an emptiness after copying notes —
when i get into projects like that i have a hard time moving on to something else —
‘wasted’ time — looking at art blogs etc — too many pictures —
what about my own — a hesitation to add to all this meaningless whatever —
maybe the internet will put an end to art — but i like to look at (some)other people’s things
EPOCH
— i didn’t feel like coming out today but thought i’d regret it later in the week if i didn’t
copied a lot of things from roubaud — there were more than i thought —
inside - nice out - but there’s smoke & i can see more people inside —
WEB — the task the project is going to be writing — art (visual) is probably more accessible but that’s not what i’m about — so i should do what — what should i do —
tall thin girl — maybe the one who was here a couple of weeks ago
WEB — i should put some visual things up — but get right into the hypertext —
start with the quotes and some self reflective lines —
i’ve always been writing but have always considered myself a visual artist — even though i’ve never been productive and have been satisfied with what i’ve done —
start with the most difficult part — for the reader / viewer —
perfect legs — several women with perfect legs —
a different tea from what i usually drink - roibus with cinnamon and orange —
wide hips -
an outline of what the old texts were (cf quote from roubaud) — a work that never gets beyond outlines and diagrams —
thin legs and long curly hair — shorts & boots
(people who sit in coffee shops & sketch — or write poems) —
a girl who looks like bg —