6/24

what is infinity — what is approaching infinity —
if i keep working on this* until i can’t is that infinite (variations)

the beauty of the dogs —
silvia is a great dog —

changes in attitude —
nothing has changed but i’ve felt good about things for a longer period of time than i ever have probably —
still irritations — frustrations — but one dog pisses on the floor — delilah’s kidney disease might be worse — she’s not eating much and has slowed down her walks — jesse’s diabetes is probably getting worse — she has some bad days —
but i’m taking it all well —

something changed — maybe being 65 — realizing it doesn’t matter — i can’t change things — i can’t change myself but my attitude and outlook can change — i don’t feel the fear of physical death (of death) — (does that indicate i’m approaching my death — i hope not — i still have time — i should live to 75 and should be alert and active —

tired — haven’t slept much the past 2 days but can’t sleep now — reading NOTES 7/10 — still mostly art notes

WEB
how do i arrange the art notes — should they be on a part of the page or have pages of their own —