6/6 p2

what about it —
my hair is too long and i have an appointment for next week —
dr fagerberg’s hair was nicely messy and the light color of the hair roots were visible
i was thinking about K because we both have elbow problems
i’ve been thinking about traveling to plattsburgh
was depressed yesterday morning and thinking about therapy — maybe the dream girl was some sort of archetype — a concept i don’t agree with but have been wondering about — (i still haven’t been able to read the red book )— are there voices inside — people who are me but that i don’t know — this may relate to some derrida i was reading before bed — i’ll look at that later

dream writings that i’ll cross out when i go through these notes — but i wanted to write this because the image of the woman/girl’s face stayed clear when i woke up from dream images — medusa comes to mind — the hair - the blue sneakers that didn’t fit — robbe-grillet’s blue high heeled shoe — (words — sounds of long e and oo —)
nexus of places — sewage treatment plant (had nothing in common with the real one — i’m not sure what the dream image was) (all the places in the dream were not well defined —) a very vague place where ‘we’ went to get away — to take a nap — a room with a large table where i first saw the girl — a vague hallway type area where we put our shoes on and were getting ready to leave —
dreamweaver web site —
red shirt blue shoes —
who am i afraid of and in love with who loves me and i don’t know why an aspect of my ‘ideal’ female — another odd association — a painting by knopf (i think) — robbe-grillet and knopf —
the straight intense look into my eyes — and i into hers —