6/16

appropriate that the last month of notes i work on (6/2016) has so much material — maybe more than any set

there is also a lot of material about the notes and the web site — trying to figure out what to do (if anything) — how to arrange (my life? — how much of my life are [in] these notes) — this makes me think that the way that i just went through the notes — one month at a time randomly may be the best method — there is some continuity but there are also abrupt breaks — it would be easier to make the timeline links as an entire month would be sequential)

also sequences inside of sequences like the epoch notes that could all be in a path[way] — (only two from robbe-grillet titles — labyrinth and voyeur — have been thinking (reading lust for life) about robbe-grillet - burroughs - and acker being at the top of my list of writers i could read over and over again — possibly some titles from their work could be used in the paths) —


june 2016 notes finished — now it’s back to the top (or the bottom (the bottomless pit - the abyss - the infinite - the endless — (get out of time and into space))


also appropriate that the last notes i did were from june — one year ago


i need to do some emails i should take the dogs out — but i need to change my clothes and don’t want to wake kim


getting near travel time and i’m not ready — housework shopping etc — starting to feel worn out even though i haven’t done much — maybe just anticipating what i have to do —

hampered by a total lack of desire for housework —

not sure where i want to go with the notebook scan finished — i’ll wait until after galveston but i’ll need to decide where to start — content or layout —


the actual use of the notes
decision to go back and work in the same order i used for this last scan — one month at a time through the years —

jun 2017
the top
the bottom
the bottomless pit

the abyss
the infinite
the endless

get out of time
get into space
6/17-18