6/21 p3

life as what
art as a part of life — life as a part of art —
a small fragment of time
a small part of —
things as part of collections — i don’t understand why people have so few things — aren’t constantly gathering things —

beach walker —
beach combing —

music of the surf (surfing sine waves — waves of sound — drone and rhythm)

to express — expression
impression
pressure — inward & outward
in and ex
in and out —     the tide
the waves

i’m always in a hurry — but i can’t catch up — it seems there’s always something to catch up with

up    down    around
this way    that way
onward     inward
forward     backward
words

what will remain

how much time — how many years — 7 years — i have one week for each day of the year — if i go by month? — 4 weeks + / month — how do the numbers relate — 365 days is a closed cycle — months are open - i keep adding more — going by day requires a lot of file access but makes a closed cycle although there will always be more notes —
the random month sequence has advantages — it’s not sequential — the new month would be added at the end or randomly fit into the sequence — take the entire list — generate a random number and insert the new month — infinities of infinities — trans-finite numbers —

8/12/20
the time keeps getting shorter — the goal more distant — impossible — it’s always been impossible

9/27/21
keep track of these counting things —