6/25

started out in a bad mood again — dogs were annoying
have been using clonazapam almost daily — really bothered by my decision to travel next month — about getting into things that are difficult to get out of — my mind goes really bad thinking about the pets — not logical
logical — something can happen to the pets or the house any time — the dogs should be able to handle being boarded — they adjust to new house — i should be able to do what i thought of doing — a final visit to family — people leave for vacations — so why to i get so bent out of shape

almost time to get ready to go to the coffee shop — decided to have a cordial first — i haven’t been drinking much (which for me is almost nothing) — not even a full bottle of wine in galveston

get rational and outline what i need to do — what is important [to me]

<epoch erté book>

crowded today — only one indoor seat and it’s not in a good place — near the door

nice leg day

try to recover from bad mood — 10:40 —
MUSIC — for driving
DECISIONS - for traveling

what needs to be done

AUTO WORK
GET PHOTO THINGS READY
RESERVATIONS —

(overweight (slightly) barrista is very pretty)
(tall girl very nice legs)
(got a better seat)

COSTCO SPROUTS TOMLINSON’
PET INSTRUCTIONS
GET PET THINGS READY FOR KIM

what i’d like to do

PRACTICE PHOTOGRAPHY
GET MUSIC TOGETHER FOR GARY
MUSIC FOR DRIVE —

what should i do before leaving

FINISH BACK YARD BOXES
CLEAN UP FRONT YARD
TRIM GRASS

talk to larry today and get some things finished