8/7

up at 3 — woke at 2:30
some sort of revelation about getting rid of things —
write things down
fragments

reduce to things i like
displays
no more structural work
clean up what i/we have
no music studio until i come to the point that that’s what i want to do
? things like getting the videos together
most of my videos are garbage and should be discarded but digital doesn’t take much space

? slow process of filling the garbage can every week until it’s all gone or call someone to pick up a pile of junk



subjects
numbers
graph paper 8.5x11 at 5 squares/inch

8x10 = 40x50 = 2000
if each square represents 1000 — one sheet represents 2,000,000
both sides 4,000,000
10 sheets 40,000,000
100 sheets 400,000,000
250 sheets 1,000,000,000




i finished the partition assemblage — (speakers mounted on plywood — the magnets to hold tools) — last night lying awake i decided to throw all the speakers in the garbage and stop making thing like that but i reverted to my normal putting today
the idea just came to me that i can make a sculpture out of it by putting circular saw blades and other thing on it


woke up early last night with a feeling i needed to get rid of things - kim notes that i go in waves — get rid of everything — keep everything — i seems like its more of a square wave or pulse wave than a sine wave — i calm down and go on as i have been — i need to bring jeannine to the vet then plan the day or just do things without planning

aug 2018
8/18-10
9/5/21 the labyrinth of deciding then changing my decision — nothing is final in the labyrinth of my mind — i think all the paths are closed then i find a new opening which turns out to be another dead end — usually one i’ve walked before