8/31

first day back and the reality hit me like a ton of shit — walking the dogs feeding the dogs the oppressive heat kim sleeping late feeling i want to do nothing — no shopping no cooking — nothing —

the color has faded from the shells

so i clean off some shells & think about photographs
the computer hasn’t been turned on yet —
first art project will be to get the photos uploaded — get dropbox to not upload from the camera (lynda dropbox)

web search for ‘3rd hand’ tools — futile — time wasting —
what to do — everything seems like it’s not worth doing —

trying to think of something to hold stones & shells to photograph different areas — ? cut some slots in a piece of wood — indentations —

end of august —
get together with A next week
i don’t feel like dealing with people — getting a head ache
coffee finished — drinking tea — green tea with a little raspberry —

(p 5 blank pages)

the computer isn’t working well — i am about to give up —