4/23

beautiful granite — wild flowers very impressive — of course i want some <granite> but i’ll respect the park & maybe look for some road cuts sometime — a better mood now here —
i can’t get over the fear of something terrible happening —

sounds — geese —
cloudy but it didn’t rain today — it was in the forecast —
ripples in the sunlight — a little sun through cracks in the clouds —
(i hate using toilets in a place like this —)
a desire to go nowhere —
decomposed granite gravel is also interesting — i still want a macro lens although i’m convinced i shouldn’t buy anything else —
sky is nice in places — mostly gray overcast — the dove sounds — vultures — a lot of ball moss in the oak trees — hummingbird chasing a mocking bird —
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i prefer the ocean — walking the beach — the infinite horizon —
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to write — about Crimp book — on the museum’s ruins — ruins are interesting and often preserved — the death & resurection