4/28_p9

topology of a phantom book
topology of a text of an impossible text
typology of (what is a book)
project for a revolutionary book
project for a revolution in art
(in art - about art — i’m fascinated by prepositions
to be in something to be into something to be out of something to be out of it
to be in or out of ones mind)
evolve revolve convolve involve
evolution[s] revolution[s] convolution[s] involution[s]
involvements — i’m involved in writing

my mind goes blank for a for a few seconds then a title comes into my mind (what does it mean for something to come into ones mind — it was always there — but where is the mind)

memories dreams reflections

many years ago — a long time ago — this led to a working title for whatever i was doing and/or planned on doing with my notes

reflection refractions reverberations

this still seems like the title (i did one arrangement of notes title RRR which takes my initials and adds an R — that seems to have some significance)
i’m fascinated by words that begin with re or de

deflections defractions
deconstruct reconstruct — construct — destroy

diffraction gratings

reflecting on things — memories etc — thinking about things
refractions — the thoughts often seem bent — in different media — contexts
reverberations — the thoughts reverberate in my head — my mind

(re de con trans (cf Nin re trans_ words)

i’m getting tired — it’s 4:00 —

it’s time to get up
it’s time to go back
it’s time to go forward

back into the notes
forward into the notes
toward something — but what is it

i don’t know what it is (that i want to do)
i’m not sure if i want to do it (whatever it is — ‘this’)
how can i be unsure of something like that/this
do i want to make an attempt at making something {out of / from} my notes

how do i decide this/that —
how do i decide [period] —

(i don’t like periods — i like symmetrical punctuations)