4/29

the
numbers
don’t
go
together

i should have started another notebook for my birthday —
some reflection of 42 years ago — 4/27/77
4/27/19

4 = 2 x 2 = 22
27 = 3 x 3 x 3 = 33
49 = 4 + 9 = 13 — 1 + 3 = 4
49 = 7 x 7
4 | 9 = 22 + 32

the insignificance of numbers
are words significant
are images image
imagine
finding things on the street — they are almost always decontextualized — many are parts of things but i don’t know what —        remnants

remember
member

image —
take an image and take it apart
parts of things
machine parts
assemblage
painting
using grids

what remains something cut up & shit holed —
anal sex — analysis
paralysis
there is not way away from sex —
the swing of the ass
of the breast
bare flesh

? using the wood working tools in the yard instead of the garage —

i should make some object trays —


the past is gone — forget it
the past is gone — but some things can’t be forgotten —
the past is not gone — traces in the brain


each person each animal has a past —
past present future — nothing exists —
constant flux
how far from where i was a second ago am i now
the present is an arrangement of matter and energy —

nothing can be held in place
nothing can be stopped — <?> & micro motions

april 2019
remember

remnants
of the past

what remains of something
4/19-42
9/20/21 dismember
sections like this could generate a lot of text