7/23

my art day is turning out to be a complete zero

is it because i have no momentum and need to work at it every day
or more likely that i really just don’t have the drive to do anything

so i don’t feel like going to a coffee shop and writing some web journal

i’m not tired but there is a strong desire to just sleep

there is a long list of things to do

i can’t prioritize and get rid of material

almost noon
will be very upset with myself for not being able to organize this day better

looking at things from vermont <videos>
there are some really good things there

thinking of the sounds — the water — the loons
sounds of conversation

feeling that i really should get final cut pro and do video work
seems like that is something that would keep me awake

today was / is going to be my art day —

so what is art day —
do i spend a few hours at a coffee shop with the computer —
do i sit and try to force myself to write a journal page

will putting something on the web - publishing it — get me more motivated —
how do i answer — how do i get through this questioning of art —

is the question the work —
collections of nothing — meta work —
the collection becomes secondary to the text

duchamp
ART ABOUT ART AROUND ART —

yesterday i was thinking i should get final cut because video is what i want to do — put everything else aside and spend my art time at video work —