notebooks page

these things assume i want to do art
there is no reason for most of the video otherwise — i don’t care all that much for viewing the past —
family photos

<i> don’t keep track of things and can’t remember what i’ve done —

movies take so long to watch — too long a block of time

ENJOYMENT / UNIT OF TIME —

i don’t remember much after i watch a movie —

MEDITATION MODIFICATION
EXERCISE (OF AN IMAGE)
MESMERIZE

MIASMA

WORK WITH COMPUTER & NOTE FRUSTRATION LEVELS — VS ENJOYMENT —

NOTE ACCOMPLISHMENTS — AND FAILURES

IMAGE STABILIZATION

SELF IMAGE

PROGRESS BARS

(notebook entry — same shit about coming to grips with art and what i want to do)

my backup systems is a mess
no matter how organized i try to be i always wind up with a mess

the to do list is rather absurd
mind maps are useless