10/16

beautiful evening — on the deck

3 days without kim — stretching out a little — but realize how much i have to do — want to do not have to do —
princeton ready to go in — late twilight getting dark — go in & listen to music try to focus on good things not worry about texas drying up — or the house cracking or some other shit

pink floyd
realized i don’t have the system set up to play a DVD & CD at the same time — was going to watch brakhage but don’t feel like messing with cables

10/17

remembered that i had set it up & watched 2nd disk of first set of brakhage — some very beautiful things — one near the end — with a long title that i can’t remember at all —

10/18

AM — can’t sleep & can’t stay awake —
feeling of total listlessness — (interesting word) — a slight headache — maybe the changing air — a dry windy cold front —
high fire danger — how long will it stay dry — what will be the results —

copied some more notes — ready to have breakfast or go back to sleep
my eyes are too tired to copy any more