6/18

hundreds of pages of notes to print — get it over with —
the entire thing could be (re)formatted over and over — this printing uses too large a font for the ‘printed’ text — the font size could be smaller for all of this printing — maybe i can redo the rest before printing them to make a smaller stack of pages

a not so good day — i don’t want to regret getting the dogs but — silvia pissed on the floor — but the way she looks at me —>
why
did i make another mistake — i didn’t want to think of this as a mistake

6/19

started to lose patience with the dogs and starting to regret bringing them here — now what

printing the notes is getting boring — i haven’t done much with the large pile that i have — it’s easier to look at them on paper than on the screen — what does that say about the whole internet idea that i can’t seem to get at anyway — it’s been months now since i’ve looked at the site

decisions — decided to keep the notes in the format they are now — still can’t decide on the arrangement — i’ve been reading them chronologically but i’m not sure if i should stay with the plan of random days — i don’t want to do the entire thing before putting it on the web but maybe that’s the thing to do — maybe just put some things up as temporary pages — maybe just put up visual things and old writings
i need to work on links

still problem with the dogs but feeling better today — enjoy what is enjoyable & live with the rest —
jeannine is amusing although it may be laughter at her expense — i feel sorry for her — unable to interact well —