6/25 p5

BOOKS & CDs — add fields to the database — the databases should be redone with tables — they’re very inefficient — that can wait —
prioritize — priorities
SYSTEMS — and lack of systems —
keep an eye on the toilet — another piss before i leave —
one last page —
there will be time — time to wonder
time to wander —

tall and short — shapes of beauty (black woman — beautiful legs and hair

time — 12:15 — i’ll be home before one — do some yard work — it’s cloudy


a good day at epoch — made me feel better — but i’ll need to refill my clonazapam soon —

i’m getting age spots — i don’t like — how close to the ‘old men’ who hang out at the coffee shop
old age is not good —

what will i do — what is there here — what is left — aging flesh decaying brain — day dreams —

it’s summer the sun is sinking — too much time — gone —
it’s all so sad — but there is a lot of beauty — its passing is sad — the dogs grow old so fast —

jeannine has become a lovable dog — they all do — every one beautiful and special — beautiful women — flowers —
beauty and ugliness —
the beauty of the human female
the ugliness of the human species —

cordials — on the deck — the birds are active
not a lot of work today — working on music sorting but haven’t started getting things ready for gary or for driving — shopping tomorrow