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thinking about music again — what to buy what to have
old things i’m still fascinated by even if i won’t listen to often (if at all)
new things
things i ‘should’ have
completions — having all of something — most things are impossible
'nostalgia'
i’m not that much interested in classical things but maybe i
should be (an article in NYTimes today about Rimsky-Korsakof who i like[d] —
i like many russian things — the only operas i really liked
boris good and bad
i didn’t order any CDs this week — i couldn’t decide —
make a list and choose
things i liked then didn’t like then liked — led zep
music for different moods
how much feldman is enough
how much is too much — my tendency is always for too much