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ronell — brilliance wit
the silliness of her (is it true) sexual harassment — perverted gay sexuality —
i love this woman —
aspects of homelessness — not having a home — a dwelling — not having a place — i need to face my homelessness my placelessness — there is no ‘good’ place — no ‘right’ place — no ‘place’ —
no where
no when
space and time
an instantaneous position
too short to be measured
the pelicans — a grackle
kim on the couch — long thin legs —
a in wonderland
the looking glass world
glass to glaze
to glance
to dance — but not physically
my movements are awkward —
the sea the clouds
an airplane 3 — maybe helicopters
ballard — images that repeat — he would be a good subject for study —
enjoying galveston doing what we do at home — to make being at home like being here —
there should be no reason to travel —
life without product — production —
a production can produce something but not necessarily —
a play or movie is produced — an artwork is produced — is it a production — pro ductus
176 “‘life as a means for knowledge’ with this principle in one’s heart one can live not only boldly but even gaily, and laugh gaily, too.”