8/28_p5

ronell — brilliance wit
the silliness of her (is it true) sexual harassment — perverted gay sexuality —
i love this woman —


aspects of homelessness — not having a home — a dwelling — not having a place — i need to face my homelessness my placelessness — there is no ‘good’ place — no ‘right’ place — no ‘place’ —

no where
no when

space and time

an instantaneous position
too short to be measured

the pelicans — a grackle
kim on the couch — long thin legs —


a in wonderland

the looking glass world
glass            to glaze

to glance
to dance — but not physically

my movements are awkward —

the sea the clouds
an airplane       3 — maybe helicopters
ballard — images that repeat — he would be a good subject for study —
enjoying galveston doing what we do at home — to make being at home like being here — there should be no reason to travel —



life without product — production — a production can produce something but not necessarily —
a play or movie is produced — an artwork is produced — is it a production — pro ductus


176 “‘life as a means for knowledge’ with this principle in one’s heart one can live not only boldly but even gaily, and laugh gaily, too.”


aug 2018
8/18-47