3/29 p2
tides — there is a tide —
there is a time
there was a time — will there be time —
a time for this a time for that — there is no purpose under heaven —
rhymes without reason — the rhythm of seasons
cycles
circles
spirals (goya movie) —
PM - late
dreams i forgot to note — fragments — i had a rented room
and when i went to get in someone was there changing the lock —
i asked if my key would fit and they told me i couldn’t stay longer —
apparently my rent time was over and i couldn’t extend — i had too many things —
a closet full of coats — there was no place i could store them so i had to transport them
(dream was this morning — i was cold and got out a long sleeve shirt before going to sleep —) —
the key was very geometric — probably based on something i saw on pinterest
——
another fragment — a very beautiful couple (russian — i had been listening to imperial age) —
the woman was dark and extremely beautiful — they were brother and sister i think —
she was into sadism - said she wanted to hurt me <but rubbed my leg very gently> —
but there was a strong sexuality — a strong desire to be with her — a strange face —
something magical or (what is the word)
<4/4/21
— in retrospect it’s obvious that this related
to the saura movie on goya that i had just recently watched — the dark and dangerous duchess of alba —>