8/10

can i — make art or not —
PHOTOS — a series of semi-abstractions — COLORS — then what — a CD - a portfolio —
a large composite of images — different {locations / close ups / fragments} enlarged etc

COLOR SHIFTS — JUXTAPOSITIONS — BLENDS
BLEND MODES MODULATIONS
BLEND WORDS into images —
IMAGE TEXT that changes over time CINEMA — VIDEO

a video from a few still images and text —

things i could do and don’t do — now is time going to waste — my head aches — soon there will be no time —

journal getting out of time
end of time — slow fade
rapid decline
——
i keep visualizing pages that change — a page as a group of windows — (into what — there is no outside)
(a {window

screen} as a group of pages

a {window

screen} a group of pages
to grope
to grasp or to grasp as

last night i looked up ‘pleonasm’ (from cioran) — a long interesting wikipedia article — all writing is pleonastic — in the sense of using too many words — sometimes it seems to me that any word is one too many —

i have thousand of pages of notes — too much and too many —
i have too many things
i have too much of everything — everything = nothing