8/31 p2

WOOD — it’s too hot to work outside —
TRAYS — i don’t know how to proceed —
SHELVES — GUEST BATH — find some wood & just make shelves ? — paint them all black —


where to start — words grids colors images
swords dolors


PAGE = METAPHOR — arrays
pages that are fragments of larger pages —
digitally — size is metaphorical
size consumes digital space not physical
how large is a digital image


i can’t step out of the notebooks and get a { subjective / objective} view — words lose meaning or never had any —
hawkwind — music —
received ‘city of women’ and ‘milky way’ — more cinema to watch —
cut up some more wood


insides still upset — i still eat too much — it’s almost time to feed the dogs — another day with little done — tomorrow begins september — give myself 3 weeks to get something started — then what


hawkwind — hot music and cool music — jazz is cool and i don’t care much for it —

being cool — i was never cool — i wasn’t ‘with it’ — i didn’t talk the talk or walk the walk —
always out of place — in the wrong place
now there is no right place — no good place


o yuki conjugate — peyote - first time in many years — liking it —
what do i want to do — time divisions —
let music replace learning french — give up on that —
writing - visual art - music — whatever software is necessary
music — set things up — midi controllers

o yuki conjugate — on bandcamp — i should get the digital albums — expensive —

ligeti — 20th century classics — after o yuki — do the sounds influence each other —
compare orchestral and electronic sounds —

8/28-28
always out of place
in the wrong place
now there is no right place
no good place